Does anyone know how I can make myself move?
From Angel –
I just lost my beloved grandmother. She’d been sick for awhile, but hadn’t told anyone but my grandfather how sick she was. A few days ago, she died suddenly. There was no time for anyone to really say goodbye.
We buried her a couple of days ago, and I just came back from the trip. My Christmas tree isn’t up yet and Christmas is next week. I can’t seem to focus, or work, or do anything very much. I feel like I should be doing things – grocery shopping, cooking, decorating, wrapping presents.. but it all seems pretty much pointless right now.
Does anyone know how I can make myself move? I was really strong for my grandfather through the funeral, but I left right after to drive the 10 hours home, and now I just seem to be falling apart when I have so much to do and so many other people to care for. I just don’t know how to put this loss aside and do what needs to be done. Any ideas?
