I hope 1 day my grief will ease
From Michelle –
My husband died 5 wks ago, it is still very raw and im still struggling to come to terms with it.
We had only been married for 3 years this febuary, he died suddenly aged 35 of a heart attack,
I am not very open with my feelings for the male species, but Id let him in and now I feel like
my feelings have been betrayed, although I realise it is not his fault he died, his actions were the
result of the heart attack, as he had been a smoker and I had begged him to stop dozens of times
and feel it was partly his fault as he kept putting it off, I realise it is hard to stop but as a non smoker I was hoping he would do it for the sake of my health if not his own.
I loved my husband so much and we were still in the early stages of finding where the ground layed,
I hope 1 day my grief will ease but I have a feeling that it will take a long time.
I will miss him always and hope he knows my heart is always with him.
