I will say some days are harder then others
From Eileen -
i lost my wonderful husband oct.1 2008 , he had a massive heart attack at home. My son tried cpr and no response it was hard for him to see his dad like that and not able to help. Everyday is a new day and I try to keep positive for myself and children. I will say some days are harder then others I have a great family andfriends which is very helpful. I still hear a song and cry , I miss him and know he watching over us. The evening are hard the loneliness just missing him his smile his laugh and his touch. I sit outside in the evening and find the brightest STAR and know its him shining down on to us .
