Im just tired of trying to keep things together
From Jules –
My husband also died of cardiac arrest on September 15,2009 in his sleep he was 43. Im 40 with a 13 year old son. I hope things won’t be as bad as you say. But I have a feeling they will. Right know things are a living hell. I try to hide my grief from my son and get through the holidays. They seem never ending after New Years is our wedding anniversary in January it would of been our 17th. Then my sons birthday in February. Im just tired of trying to keep things together.
