My world and life is shattered
From Laurel –
dear s.g
I hear you and my love is with you. I too was with the love of my life and soulmate for 10 years. He was never sick and was sleeping and woke up and went into the bathroom. Mins. later i heard a noise and ran into the bathroom and he was on the floor, i did cpr on him for 20 mins. as the ambulance attendant on the phone talked to me waiting for the paramedics to get here. Menno died of a massive heart attack sept.16 and all i do is cry. i keep trying to go forward and get through each day and night and i too sleep with his favorite sweater.
some days i do not think i can get through this,my world and life is shattered but know he would not want me to suffer and would want me to live a living life.i know you pain and i tell you take the time you need and then take some more. i do not know if it gets any easier but i know we need to honor their life by taking the best we shared and recreate from there the best we can.
