The hole in your life will never end.
after reading what you all have to say. i dont feel so alone i always knew others had lost there children. when you lose your own it is different. the pain the hole in your life i feel will never end.
some days it is all i can do to get out of bed and go to work.. i told my sis i was going to run away this weekend. i am going to drive until i find some thing i want to look at or am tired. i want to be some where no one knows who i am or who my son was. i am tired of telling people “i’m hanging in there”
when i feel like falling apart.
my son would have been 23 on dec 3
ytter’s MOM ytter is my sons screen name













