Why? Why? Why? I will never know!
My sweet wonderful son died 6 days ago from herion overdose. Why? Why? Why? I will never know! My heart feels empty, my stomach hurts, I have uncontolable tears . He was such a good friend, but I never found the right cure or help for him, he was 41. I have horrible thoughts of how he died, choking to death, not being able to breath, not being able to get help, knowing he died alone, oh my god. Where did I go wrong? He had so many demons chasing him, he took life too serious, he just couldn’t let things go, he carried his guilt with him everyday. Now he’s gone and I have to go on and find someway to pay tribute to him. I pray he is at peace now. I wish I could of found a miricle for him, I love you Shane with all my heart and soul













