How do we survive this horrible loss?
My husband of 25yrs passed away from a massive aneurysm on Oct 10, 2009.
I was suppose to go with him to get hay, but I woke up with a migraine. He left the house at 8am and he passed away at 10:00am. Thankfully he was with friends when he died.
Tomorrow will be one month alone, without my soul mate and best friend.
I break down in tears everyday, and miss him more everyday.
Today I had to stop by where he use to work and I just fell apart. Even though he had been laid off Nov 2008 he had worked at the same dealership as a mechanic for 20yrs. I could still feel his presence there and I was not prepared for that.
I cried all the way home.
This pain is endless torment. My heart aches and my soul cries more everyday.
How do we survive this horrible loss? Do support groups help? Friends try to help, but they have lives to.
Carl, I love and miss you with all my heart
Semper-Fi













