I rant and rave in my mind WHY?
From Mary –
My younger brother (by 3 yrs) died Sept 2008.He died from septsis, renal failure and congested heart failure.He was in ICU for 21 days in a coma.Once,just once,he seemed to be aware and may have been saying goodbye.We held out hope but it wasnt to be…he was brain dead….I feel bad…I was the one that told the doctors to let him go…his wife and kids couldnt and I could not let our Mom say those words.I often wonder why him?I had a massive heart attack in 2006 and survived and 2 years later I lost my only brother….my baby brother….my heart..and I rant and rave in my mind WHY and No and I watch our parents…already in bad health before he died….slowly loose their battle cause their hearts arent in it to live…..thank you for understanding
