I read your poem with sadness in my heart
To Desiree –
Dear Brinda, I read ur poem with sadness in my heart. Ur mother sounds like a wonderful person, her believe in God and her love for her family reminded me of my mom. Its been 5 months and two days since my mum passed away and Im not dealing wth it very well. I hide from the pain, dnt think about it, cant even look @ her pictures. I blame myself that shes gone, I should have realised she wasnt well. Im a nurse, i see patients with bloodclots evryday. So how did i not c it? How can I grieve for her if I cant 4give myself? My mum was an extrodinary person, i wish i can tell people about her but i jst cant face the pain. Im scared that if I open this floodgates I may b swept away. And my kids need me, they only hav me but I jst want my mum back. Thanx 4 ur poem, ill keep u in my prayers.
