I try to put on a normal face for the people around me
Vicky
Sorry about your son Mathew. Tony died of a drug overdose also. He was 27. The love of my life. My best friend. It happened August 18 of this year. I wish I had a chance to talk to him before he left. I can hardly make it through the day. I try to put on a normal face for the people around me, but in side I am a mess. Now Christmas is coming. It is harder to put on a normal face. I have no desire to go Christmas shopping. Not really in the mood to make the Christmas dinner for the rest of the family. I know I will never stop hurting, but some day I do hope to go on for the rest of the family. but right now I don’t feel like going on.
Karen













