Knowing all this does not take away the pain or lonliness
Thank you – knowing all of this still does not take away the pain or loneliness – it certainly helps to rationalise it and comprehend the reactions of friends and family . Time now passes so slowly and the purpose of all we had together has turned to dust and I no longer feel special like I was to him – no-one cares if I am having a good day or bad day – I think this may be hell.
