My heart goes out to you, and my shoulder is here
From Jean –
Hi Christine
My heart goes out to you, and my shoulder is here.
Each day for me is a struggle to move and make it through the day. I cry every day and my emotions are on overload. I feel so detached from the world. My best friend is gone and yet I am still waiting for him to come home.
My heart aches and my soul cries. I have never felt so alone. Mornings are my very worst time.
Mornings were our quiet time. Just to be together before the new day began.
I keep wondering how I will keep going.
I have tried just going out to a store, to distract myself, but find that all I do is wander in a haze.
Friends try to help, and without them I would be lost.
“Talk” is the best advice I can give. When I lost my mom last year, friends would ask how they could help. It took me a long time to figure out that “Talking” to people about my mom and leaving a small memory with them seemed so important.
With the loss of my husband it is harder to talk without crying. My memories seem lost. I can hardly remember our 25yrs together. We had good times and bad. But we loved each other. Hopefully when the worst of the pain lessens I can start to remember our good times and hold those close to my heart.
I hope you respond back.
